Do you feel just like a fraud?
Do you feel as if you don't add up?
Like you've lost your way somehow.
Do you feel like you are gone
Have you been so all along?
Like you've laid yourself beneath the tide.
Is your head now hanging low in a malaise of doubt so strong
that your mind has tricked your eyes,
into seeing your face so long, and all the reasons to not go on.
Like somehow everything has wound up wrong.
Or is it just me?
Do you feel like you are gone?
Like the spotlight has been shutoff
Like you're struggling to shed the night.
Are you squinting just to see the lines,
supposed to guide you through the night?
Like your eyes have sank right through your mind.
Do you meander inside your mind?
Afraid of what you might not find if you set your goals in real time life?
Do you feel like you're a fraud?
Like all hope is under heavy assault.
Like your life is measured by your faults.
Or is it just me?
credits
from A New Kind Of Stream,
released July 15, 2014
All music written, performed, and recorded by Timothyday
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